I never knew life out of the desert.

I remember the heat and my father never turning on the AC

how the winters were dry, just like the summer.

It hailed once in 2009. And I built a hailman.

Life so dry and isolated in the valley’s of California.

I didn’t know life out of the dry.

until i jumped

and i swam away into the only pool of water

found in the radius of this dry island

then i felt like i was in the ocean and i could get lost

i was no where near Perris

i got lost.

i wandered to a town where people said your dreams can come true.

and the camera lights will lead you out of darkness

and all your problems leave you.

and with many companions at your side

after the first year

i seemed to doze off

after the second

i seemed to give up

after the third year

i seemed to forget

After the fourth year

 it seemed i should just be normal

It washed and faded

every thing I thought I could do

Reality hit and i was no longer what i fought to do

the dreams have shattered.

the ships have sailed

the mic has fallen

and the time I had

is now meant for the next

Who think they can have a chance at it

but on the last year

Something happened

that only happens in your head

the place you’ve dreamed about

The place you heard of

and seen in the movies

heard of in the books

The place where

it all started.

the greatest city in the world.

you some how managed to go to New York

Where not just hard work conquered all

but a giant stew brewed

with a blend of elegance and history

you wont ever find any where else

Do things that make you feel alive.

the cold. I didn’t think thats how cold would feel.

i remember the snow falling

for the first time i was experiencing snow

snow flakes bouncing off our cheeks and onto our jackets

Central park, love you are so magnificent my dear.

time stood still and the leaves sang

the wind shook the world around us

and left me spinning

such elegance and intelligence in one town i would choose this city

over a human being

if i could

i would choose to grow with you

i choose the art

i choose the culture

i choose the history

i choose to grow into a story of all this

just so that one day

i may feel like i belong there.

its hard to be alone in Los Angeles but i would choose to be alone with you

i never fit in to any place but 5 days you gave me and 5 days i fell in love with the place where the world connected

my mind connected. just like the ports and the ships

it all landed in my mind

rearranging what i want my life to be

I Choose to leave the warmth

the beaches

the tv lights

the actors

The hiking

all for the suits and the ties

all for the coffee

and the pizza

the subways

The endless walking

that seems to go unnoticed along the

life around you.

the concrete jungle

where your pocket full of dreams is always with you

and i heard if you make it here.

you make it anywhere

New York you are my home

you are a stranger

who made me believe that love exists

at the first glance

And i will never forget you

as long as i live

you are one of the greatest creations God has built

gold crown or not

you won.